Saturday, December 29, 2007
my hands feel numb after 10 odd hours of folding the incense papers..
during the 10 odd hours... i thought about the past... about my grandparents who would bring me and all my cousins to the arcade at tampinies (Sp?) mall. and i would always be the one... to finish up all my tokens... and asking for more money... to continue playing..
while we are playing, my grandparents would sit outside the arcade, chatting happily. after the games, we would go to the food court and have some deserts and drinks before heading home.
whenever the icecream man comes, my grandpa would go out and stop him and buy a whole load of icecream to put in the fridge, waiting for us to come and finish them. sigh.. how i miss the days. if i could go back in time, when they are still alive, i would tell them i love them...
now its too late.. both of them are gone.. only leaving fond memories behind. i miss them.. yes i do...
to think of it, my grandpa would always ask me what i want to be when i grow up just because i was the one that they always "worry" about, in terms of school work. and i have always told him i wanted to be a lawyer or a doctor when i grow up. at that time, i maybe just saying them because i was still young, and not know what i was talking about. but i could remember clearly, how i would reply them. the smiles.. that they returned.. is so heartwarming.
i was in a dilemma of whether going to the multimedia route or the biomedical route when the results are out. i guess.. its already decided now. i am gonna fufill the promise that i made to my grandparents when i was just a kid. i am gonna take the course of medicine and be a doctor if my results permit.
LEEWEILEONG. Its too late for regrets now. time to move on. I am sure grandma and grandpa would want you to be happy.
- 12/29/2007 01:09:00 AM;
